Follow your Instinct.....
- Keah
- Jul 13, 2021
- 2 min read
We all have an inner voice that guides our thoughts and decisions. Is this our intuition or the Holy Spirit? As a Christian I believe the Holy Spirit will direct us to God's will if we seek it. Sometimes we get a gut feeling when something seems off or to give someone a call out of the blue. I have learned to listen to those internal voices, so when I had a feeling something wasn't right with My Heart Smile (MHS) and my relationship I took action. To be clear, I forced my heart in his hands and he didn't know how to say no. What he said was, "when I commit there is no going back" so I responded, "I'm not rushing you, just don't run away". This conversation took place on May 1st at the interesting people dinner. He spent his birthday at KCL indulging in a homemade country dinner then we shared a hammock by the creek to share life philosophies. It was an interesting day, that morning I had my devotion, praise and prayer time with God at sunrise. The song Jesus Paid it ALL touched my heart, so I sent it to MHS around 5:30 a.m. even before sending him a Happy Birthday Wish. When I went to church later that morning the first song we turned to was Jesus Paid it ALL. I knew at that moment that God was giving me affirmation I was on the right path allowing God's light to shine through me in my quest to serve others.
During the MHS journey he has been very methodical on our communication to protect himself and possibly me to some degree. CONCEALMENT of TRUTH defies HONESTY! This is where my intuition triggered me to seek facts. I wanted to believe that we would be lifetime friends so with some encouragement from a “new friend“ I went to his promotion ceremony where I was able to discover the actual man verses my illusions. To use his bosses words he's unpolished, could have written the book The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F**k and aloof/ he didn’t respond to an important email for 6 months 😳. The test of truth is time... I wanted to return home after the ceremony, but the voice in my head wouldn’t let me. I went to the after party where I was able to confirm his deceit without any sign of remorse. His actions validated that I wasn't a friend just another Aves flying south. Truth is painful, but it will set you free. I have absolutely NO Regrets it was an experience that I wouldn't have missed.
Listen to your intuition and feed the Holy Spirit to shine a light on your path....
